Frantic Believing
On Saturday night I had the pleasure to go to Harvest Bible in Rolling Meadows for their evening service. If you haven't gone, it is a big church in a warehouse type building.
During the offeratory(sp?)the woman who was singing sang two words that I swear were in that song just for me. FRANTIC BELIEVING. That is where I am. This is not a place of doubt. And I know that the two words together don't even sound like "christianity". But I am frantically believing that God's promises are true. I am frantically believing that he has a plan. I am frantically holding his hand because I have realized yet again...
i can't do this on my own
I try to control my life. I try to control my children. I try to control our finances. I try to take it all on myself so that no one else feels stress.
i am not enough
I am choosing to trust. I am giving God my pain like he has asked me to. I am giving God my stress, problems, and anxiety. I am giving God my Fridays!
God is doing a work in me
And I am going to let him. I am going to "cast all my cares upon him because HE CARES FOR ME". I am going to trust. And I am going to FRANTICALLY BELIEVE that he will do what he promised.
thats just where I am
posted by Erin @ 5:24 AM
3 Comments:
I *love* that phrase! I would never have thought that those two words would even make sense together, but they are so true. I would rather have you "franticly believing" than "calmly unbelieving", KWIM? I'm glad you are hearing His voice & continue to cast your cares on Him. Thanks for sharing your heart :>)
Great post!
I usually have a basketful of clearance costumes too but I went on a de-cluttering rampage this summer and the basket was empty. Most of the things, the girls had outgrown anyway. I checked Wal-Mart's Halloween clearance today. Can you believe there was nothing worth having in my girls' sizes? Drats.
love the phrase"frantic believing"
"not by might. not by power, but by my spirit" zec. 4 5-7
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