Longing for my cup to be filled....

Last Friday we had a life altering moment at our home. Some of you may have had these moments but for our family it was GREAT for more than just one reason.

My Kyla asked Jesus to live in her heart!!!!

And the angels rejoiced!

And I was shocked. Not because she did what I knew in my heart she would do at some point but because I CLEARLY HEARD GOD SPEAK. Oh how I long to hear his voice more. Oh how I miss him. I miss hearing him. I miss sitting still and waiting...because I know he is there...but I don't take enough time to sit and be still and listen.

But on Friday he was YELLING! He said "Now! You must talk to her about me NOW! Don't wait another moment" and I responded. Kyla was not surprised or annoyed. It was almost like she was longing for that moment as well.

But God was not just telling me to speak to Kyla but he was speaking to me as well. He was telling me that he is still there, where he has been, waiting for me to seek him. AND I WANT TO.

I got the opportunity to volunteer at the Tri-County Banquet again this year and was in AWE of the worship time. I was really worshipping. Not the look at all the people you know to see what they are doing, fudgeting with my baby, my clothes, my bulletin kind of worship. I MEAN DRINK IT IN WORSHIP. Oh how I long for that. I long to really worship my God for what he has done for our family. For speaking to me on Friday, and for showing himself to me since then.

OUR GOD IS GOOD. And he wants more from me.